SJdf
2003-12-22, 11:36 p.m.

i am shaking...I hurt all over. I am so dizzy I am going to feel like throwing up. I never realize exactly how much I love Anneke untill I thnk its going to end. I think she is going to break up with me. I cant see straight. I am in love with her. I love her more than myself. More than I love anyone in this world. I am shaking. Anneke is my world. If she is gone I have nothing. She is the glue to my puzzle pieces....fuck she is the puzzle pieces too. I am in love. I cant have it leave me. I know if she leaves me my heart will be so fucking tattered that there will be nothing left of me. I love you Anneke more than myself. I cant stand myself right now.

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