I =cheesball
2002-08-19, 11:13 p.m.

What do you do when you can't bear the pain?

what can I do to space it out?

What can I do to pretend that its all ok?

I want to do it

I really want to do it

I want to look towards the future

I just can't

Its too hard to have nobody again

I can play it off like I am ok and it doesn't effect my feelings.

It all shows How precious it all was.....I never felt real pain when I lost othersbut this time it is different....I lost someone I really cared for....someone I wasn't infatuated with.....somebody that I loved.....that is why I feel such a loss....because I have never lost something that I loved and cared for.

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